A Twin Momma's Christmas List

10.  Another set of arms.

9.  *8 Hours of sleep EVERY night.

8.  A coffee pot that can automatically set it self to my nonexistent schedule and have a nice hot pot waiting for me every morning.

7.  At least one day a week at the spa for some relaxation.

6.  More hours in the day, most of them being bedtime or nap time hours.

5.  A day at the store where I can just take my time shopping

4.  A housekeeper.

3. To win free diapers for at least two years.

2. Discounts on all the stuff we have to buy 2 of no matter what it is , or where we buy it. 

1. **Two sweet babies and a bouncy giggling toddler**

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We aren't sleeping again. The last two nights I've been up with them constantly. Right now I'm just hoping that I can get through this last paper of mine and be done with my classes. It's so hard to write when you are so tired. Hopefully I can get some coffee into me and when Abby goes down for a nap I can finish it up. My professor has been so kind about allowing me time to finish this paper late. I hope that I haven't inconvenienced her too much!

Right now I am trying to decide about whether I will be going back into the nursing program this Spring. My adviser called me to tell me that there is one spot open because someone failed. But now that this spot is open I'm not sure I can handle it. There are days I can barely function let alone working on life and death matters. For the moment I'm leaning towards not going back till next Fall. First of all my babies are this little for so long, second nursing is very important to me... I don't want to just 'survive' I want to learn and gain great experience so that I can be a GOOD nurse, thirdly... physically I just don't know if I can handle it.

If I don't go back for nursing I will continue on like before taking general classes towards my BSN. I'm glad I was given a week to decide on this matter. It's a hard decision because I miss nursing a LOT, and I do want to finish and have a job later. But it's only a matter of time before I do so I guess we will see.

Well I need to get working on things. Lots to do today and I have Tom home with me so maybe I'll get something done!