Spring come soon!

Goodness I think I've meant to blog now twice... and kept getting distracted by those loveable hugable girls.

Another day of lecture (Oh I'm counting them down) The long hours of learning about various forms of cancer... but the day got so much better when I took my girls out for a walk this afternoon. The weather was almost in the 50's and we headed off to the park. Of course everything is a muddy mess but Abby was able to swing for a bit. I parked both babies in front of her, so that every time she would swing close they would giggle.

Sadly that was about all we could do at the park with it so wet and me not being able to push a double stroller through very wet snow very far. But I think they all enjoyed the outing and Abby chatted the whole way there and the whole way back. I had forgotten I think how much I love going for walks with my girls, I can't wait for Spring!!!!

Abby went to bed pretty well again tonight... she played for awhile but eventually decided she was tired. I sat down there by her door for about an hour.

Kara isn't feeling well again... haha... unbelievable sometimes. It must be a virus since she is already on an antibiotic. Hopefully she isn't sick this weekend when i travel off to see a friend...

On a positive note... I've lost pretty much all of the spoons that were in the drawer. Or should I say they have been hidden by a certain troublesome twosome... looks like I'll go hunting before bed.

(Photo of the flowers Tom gave me for Vday- at sunset... ahhh) lol

Saturdays are Nice

My girls are all growing up so fast! The antibiotic seems to be kicking in and the noses aren't green, the babies are slightly happier, and this all makes the mother happier. :o)

Abby has been telling us many things about mermaid shoes and her princess ducky and several other long long long stories. In fact ... I can hardly find a time where she is not talking. Hahahaha. It's cute though and a lot of it is very entertaining.

Abby's latest thing is rubbing noses with you. I laughed when she did it with me... so now she laughs whenever she rubs my nose with hers. And get this! Bedtime... struggles right? Well last night she was so so so so sad I went upstairs (instead of sitting outside her door) I told her goodnight and tucked her in like 5-6 times. I had even tried deep pressure with lotion thinking maybe she was having a harder time falling asleep because she was too wound up. Nope, no luck. Finally I just let her cry till she went to sleep. Well tonight I told her that as long as she stayed in bed I would sit outside her door. She was out in 20-30 minuets. No struggle, no getting upset, no fighting her... etc... just wonderful Abbyness.

We'll see if it works again, the real test is whether it lasts a few days. But I would love for it to work!

The weather has been beautiful, almost 40!!! I had to open the windows to air out the house some. SO nice. I cannot wait for Spring. I hope we can take a walk tomorrow sometime ;o)

(don't they just look thrilled- This is from the other day when Abby, Kiley, Kara, Feebee and I went walking... I think it wears me out more than it does them)

K&K Tidbits: 

Kiley is always the first out of the crib in the morning and at naps... why? I don't know... perhaps it's because she is almost climbing out when I get in. Kara on the other hand thinks it is funny when I 'chase her down."

(Kiley)

Kiley loves loves loves to spin in circles. She will spin and spin and spin until she is so dizzy she just 'stands there' wobbling... or she falls down.

Kara loves to carry around blankets and will actually carry them up against her face or in her mouth. Sometimes she'll just lay on the floor holding it or burying her face in it. (so cute)

(Kara and one of her many many many blankets)

They both weigh 24 lbs now ... hard to believe isnt it. :o) My little munchers!

I've discovered they are hiding my spoons... I found some in the clothing drawers in their bedroom... and one under the sofa... and another in the toy box... I also saw them sneaking them out of the drawer the other day. Apparently they can reach them now... no wonder we never have much for silverware...

Why do I post at midnight?

Short post, need to get ready for bed ( I wonder how often I say that)

Still struggling with Abby not wanting to go to bed, it took us almost 2 1/2 hours of fighting to get her to go to bed. She also hasn't eaten anything the last few nights? Coincidence? Any thoughts?

My mom had a hard time getting her to take a nap this afternoon too... took almost two hours then too, and then she only snoozed for an hour.

I'm noticing more and more 'twinspeak' from K&K... might have to work with them a little more to make them talk to us with "english". They've also picked up a nasty habit of 'popping' in the nipples of their bottles. Looks like we might be moving onto sippies permanently...

I had a wonderful day, I did well on a test and recieved the preceptorship (internship) I wanted. It felt good to do well on a test that I thought I failed (I got a 95!!) crazy...

Well time for bed, I have CPR renewal tomorrow and will need to keep up with my girls. K&K start their next course of antibiotics- hopefully this will clear up whatever we keep getting. Kara didn't look like she felt well at all tonight either.

Squirrel Proof

Well... bedtimes with Abby...

There is nothing... nothing I tell you like sitting outside her door ... for hours. Because you see, if we don't, we usually find her in some crazy summer dress, a tank top or a mixture of clothing items. Even if we DO sit outside her door there is still a chance she will have woken up at sometime in the middle of the night to find something more fitting than her pajamas.

Not to mention she sleeps in the basement AND it's chilly down there... fine if you have pajamas... not so fine in a light sun dress. I guess there was one occasion we found her sleeping with a coat on... and a diaper.

It has gotten worse again lately, she plays and plays and plays and fights us for hours. This afternoon she only got a 20 minuet nap because she was so busy messing around. And of course she's smart so even though I've been sitting outside her door for an hour and a half... she knows how to pretend sleeping so that I'll leave eventually... then she gets up to see if Dad will put her back to bed.

Ok... yes I'm a little frustrated with this, mostly because I hate the idea that she is downstairs cold in the middle of the night. I've tried the routine thing but Abby though liking a routine... doesn't like to do anything by the book. It's still better than when she was getting up for multiple hours in the middle of the night!

Speaking of Abby, today while riding in the car she said, while holding her sippy "The juice is in my tummy and it is getting warm!"

So far? Kiley and Kara seem to be in ok health lol. A nice change! For the moment Kiley is my momma's girl and will seek me out to get into my lap, with a book or bottle or just to sit. She is also still very much my drama queen. Kara is my go getter and will find anything and everything to stand on or climb. She was really sad this morning when we left her in the nursery at church. I guess we won't do that again for awhile. And just to make sure her displeasure at my leaving her... she screamed bloody murder as we were getting communion. Holding a small plastic cup of juice and bread is very hard with a screaming child. I waited and waited hoping the pastor would hurry up... finally I chugged down the items as fast as I could, grabbed Kiley and Kara and darted out of the sanctuary.

(Kiley with her spatula)

They were happy as larks as soon as they were free to chase each other around the entrance hall... go figure. Oh and Kiley crushed the cup in her mouth as we were walking out...

I'm pretty used to being stared at anyways by now I guess...

We had a little get together last night with friends (played games, was fantastic) My friend's daughter and Abby played together so wonderfully, I was SO impressed with both of them. Abby even shared her toys which is great for a two year old!

But ... back to game night. Tom brought up two padded stool chair things... for extra seating. They make for great entertainment mostly because the stools revolve... so the babies can't really climb them if they are apart from the table... It reminds me of anti-squirrel bird feeders lol! How is that for a word picture.

(Kara enjoying Abby's juice)

We spent the evening tonight down at my parent's. It was a fun laid back evening and it was nice to get the girls out of the house for awhile. Here is to a few months without football!

Love Mom

To: Abby, Kiley & Kara


Someday may you know that I may not always have been a perfect mother, or done everything right. But know that I have loved you with every fiber of my being... that I have put everything I can into loving you and raising you.


Know that you are loved... forever and always...


Love Mom
(I missed you a lot today)

In Class Musings

I'm sitting in class right now... and probably shouldn't be writing but I've heard a lot about suctioning today. I think we are the only class here right now...

Sweet Tweets:

Abby yesterday was spitting into cups to make "baby bananas" and "honey" that she was then feeding to the twins.

Abby (getting up from nap- she always has the best stories after naps): : "Oh no, the party hats are gone. We can't celebrate Abby's birthday.""Abby's got to have a birthday tomorrow. And cake." (BTW: Her birthday is several months away...)

A little while later:  ‎"Abby needs rings! To fly to her boy." 


She makes me laugh!
Kiley and Kara both have bruises from hitting one another with toys. Somehow they haven't decided that it hurts. I think they like the reaction they get from the crying. Kara still loves to walk around with plastic Barbie legs in her mouth. Most of Abby's Barbie's are legless now...They both love to dance and are awful climbers still. Can't wait until that stage is passed!

Hopefully I can get back here to catch up on things, it's been a crazy last few days.

No Super Mom

I am not a supermom today

I can't get the laundry done

I can't seem to keep my children entertained

The toys are everywhere

Dishes are piled up on the counters

The girls are fighting again and Abby is spitting on the floor

I've been peed on twice today already and cried before 9am

And I can't even leave the house

I'm too tired for this... I don't even know where to start

12 hour shifts + Bible Study = being away from home 5am-10pm

I'm really tired

And I really miss my girls, I didn't get to see them at all today.

Though there are a lot of things all over the floor that remind me they were here... that and the sell of stinky diapers wafting through the living room.

Ah Home

Play Time & Puking

Wooo we got out of the house! And spend some awesome weekend time at this science center in our town. Wow the girls loved it so much. They especially loved this water table and if we had more time we would have played longer there.

Abby actually cried when we left because she enjoyed it so much. It was also great because there were activities Kiley & Kara could do too. Even though the 3-2 ratio didn't work so great at times when they decided it would be fun to escape. So I confined them to my new Jeep umbrella stroller as much as I could. 

And look... I actually got IN a picture for once!

Oh my! Three babies!

Sadly... as Tom and I were watching a movie at home Abby came up saying she had 'spit'... I put her back to bed, took off her princess blanket because it was a hair wet and then thought maybe I should check on Kara to see if she was ok (she had been crying/fussing a lot) I walk in... puke everywhere. As we were cleaning up Kara's bed... Abby walks up and ... yep... puke everywhere. They ended up throwing up like 6 times. Abby while running around my kitchen once. 

I got to bed around 4am, up at 7:30 am with Kiley (whom had slept wonderfully) 

Thankfully no one else has puked since but good grief... we go to the doctor's office for an antibiotic and come home with the stomach flu. And I wonder why I HATE going in there. Hopefully it was just a 24 hour thing and no one else gets it... I have enough laundry to do. 

Frog Hands

Abby came to me today "Mom! I have frog hands!"

Me: "Frog hands?"

Abby: "They're sticky!"

The babies? Well they have their moments where they feel ok... but I see this a lot... they are not feeling well at all and today was rougher than I had seen them in awhile. Of course if they are feeling like I am right now...
Good grief it never ends.

We are moving towards sippy cups and so far it hasn't gone too bad. I did give them bottles tonight for bed because they were looking so awful. Kara just sat and sat and sat with me. 

(Kiley with her juice... apparently her sippy wasn't good enough)

Last night I was feeling very overwhelmed about things, and just in general. Abby had gotten her second pair of pajamas wet by playing in Feebee's water and I was so completely defeated that I just started crying and crying and crying. The only reason I'm mentioning this is is because Abby and her sweet soul was absolutely distraught that I was sobbing. She tried to get Tom to come help and I could hear her saying "Oh no, mommy's really crying. My mommy is so sad."

Then she came back upstairs pats me on the back and says "It's ok boy." 

It's really hard to cry when you are laughing. 

Of course even with the silly things she says I still was feeling rather down and though I wasn't crying Abby didnt leave me the rest of the night. She sat by me and watched Curious George with me until 10 o'clock at night. Just cuddling with me. 

I told her I loved her

She told me not to cry.