Spring Bliss

3Sons are a heritage from the Lord,

children a reward from him.

4Like arrows in the hands of a warrior

are sons born in one’s youth.

5Blessed is the man

whose quiver is full of them.

Abby (3) Kiley (2) Kara (2) & Christopher (3 weeks)

All of my beautiful beloved children. 

There is no end to work and messes when you have 2 year old twins. But the bond these two share is unbelievable and I am privileged to be able to watch this grow and develop. I couldn't imagine my life without them. (Kara is doing the kissing, Kiley wiped it off and said "yuck!"

Spring is here. And I'm in love :o)

Last of March

Third day in a row I've had the best of intentions to post on here. Of course you already know how that went.

Wednesday we went to the zoo with all of the kids, we checked out the Dino exhibit. Kara hid behind my legs for most of it. Apparently the giant T-Rex growling with it's large teeth was a bit frightening (The V-Raptors taking down some other herbivore were not exactly fear relieving either)

Abby just wanted to go see the deer (I know... we go to the zoo to see deer) It was still a lot of fun with possibly only 10 other people in the entire place we had a free run. And we found out our membership ends in May not March like we originally thought. (perfect!) Christopher traveled in my Moby wrap. Have I mentioned yet how much I love this thing. I'll try to get a photo of him riding around in it but here is the gist of what it is: A large piece of fabric that you wrap in a certain way to hold babies.

 A) He can snuggle up close, feels secure and will often sleep when I'm shopping because he feels like he's being held.
B)I can slip him in and out with no trouble
C) The fabric packs up quickly in the diaper bag for troubling... Or I can just wear it around!

Yesterday Abby had Preschool again and I took her along with Christopher. We had an elaborate conversation about Easter, Jesus dying on the cross and his coming back to life again. It was pretty amazing listening to her talk about it... especially since she is 3.... and when there are inserts like "Mom fairies don't die" and "Swiper doesn't like heaven because he is naughty." I was really impressed with how much she understood... and was glad at the same time that fairies and Swiper made it in because after all... she is still 3.

The weather has been beautiful and we have been spending a lot of time on walks, going to the parks or just hanging around out in our backyard. I'm not sure if I'm ready for the temps to go back to a more normal 50 degrees (wait it's the end of March, why are we complaining!) lol

Potty training is progressing, we are still having a lot of accidents but they seem to be understanding the concept more and more. I'm hoping that maybe by Easter we will be a little more consistent? Time will tell! Once K&K have it down I believe Chris will be transitioning into cloth diapers... after potty training twins cloth diapering honestly doesn't seem that bad. :o)

I think the thing they love the most (outside of sitting on the potty 50 times a day- their choice not mine) is that they get to wear dresses all day and no pants... that and their Dora panties :o)

Potty Wars

I was armed with an arsenal of new panties, the famous Ribbit potty and a large laundry basket...

Wow I'm not sure if I'm prepared for this potty training thing! (With a 3 year old and a 3 week old) I can hardly turn around without someone needing something or doing something they shouldn't be. I think we went through nearly the entire drawer of panties.

Our goal for the day... to recognize that A) They are wet ... dont ask me, somehow they aren't picking up on that. and B) That when they are wet they just 'peed' and need to go on the potty. Rewards are also harder because it never fails that the minute I'm sitting down to a screaming Christopher to feed him... SOMEONE needs to go potty. So off they run and I have no idea if they actually go or not. So far I've held off on the treats unless I actually see them go. Not sure what I'll do with this issue.

So we are on to Day 2 of the potty war. Kiley has successfully gone twice I believe (yesterday) and Kara once. They love to run to the potty and most importantly flush the big potty (yikes our poor water bill!)

I'm almost ready to throw in the towel but we'll give it a true shot before I give up. I know they can do it. It just might be more work then I was hoping for (haha!)

(FYI... potty training twins is 3x the work of a single child... I'll let your mind picture the rest)

Tom is working a part time night-ish position lately. The nice thing is that it allows me to stay at home with him and have extra help during the day. The down side is that we really need him to have a full time position soon. But what this means is that I have all 4 to put down at bedtime.

Chris's fussy time starts at 7:45pm- usually when I'm finishing up the other three girl's bath. I get all three scrubbed, pj's on, teeth brush, last chance potty time and then into beds. Then it's hugs, music on, and prayers... (Chris is usually screaming through part of this) Thankfully bedtime has gotten a little better on most nights but it can be quite frustrating at times especially as I'm trying to rock Chris to sleep.

Last night about 8:45 Kiley decides she needs to pee, so Kara and Abby also need to go (of course) Chris is screaming in the recliner while I do this. Kiley sits on the potty and then drops her pj's into the pee. So I sit Kara down on the potty while I change Kiley. By the time I get back Kara has also dropped hers into the toilet. (awesome) Chris is screaming, Abby is running around laughing because she finds it hilarious. I FINALLY get them all back into bed and Chris calmed down when Kara informs me that her kitty ni night is missing... goooooo figure.

We never did find the kitty blanket but she was satisfied with my answer that Daddy would find it when he got home from work.

Final Time: 1 hr 40 minutes - About as long as this blog post ;)


Happy 3 weeks Christopher- hard to believe how quickly the time is passing by. (Still a wonderful little baby who sleeps so well and is such a charmer. Your sisters love to give you kisses, hold and talk to you. )

Photo bomb

The sun is shining, coffee is in hand and a snuggly baby is curled up on my chest. It's a good day. (Screaming in the background... lol)

Kiley and Kara have been 'going at it' more lately. Most of the time I'm not sure I understand what it is they are fighting about. I think the two of them will need to work out whatever issue this is regarding. Their first fight of the day?


Twin Fight One: Kiley doesn't think that Kara needs the bandaid on her knee and keeps trying to rip it off when Kara isn't looking.

Kiley is so upset about this she is still hiding. She started out crying in the hallway and is now underneath the end table by the couch. Eventually she will decide it is ok to come out.


Abby is playing nicely with her ponies and trying desperately to get Kiley or Kara to pretend to be a boy and marry her. (Neither of them want to play with her at all) I think she has resigned to marrying her prince Barbie. (Note to readers looking for birthday ideas: Another prince Barbie (male) would be nice)


We had discussed going out to the Children's museum but Tom didn't really want to go today. Maybe I can talk him into helping with things around the house and going instead on Wednesday. I would like to go to town today and see if I can find sandals for the girls. They all need pairs of them desperately.

Yesterday we went to my parent's house. We haven't been down there in awhile because of being sick or both of us being so busy. The girls had a lot of fun and we probably spent like 3 hours outside . They helped do chores and fed and watered the bunnies (of course wanting to hold them.)

 (Kara)

(Kiley)

Note to my girls and my little prince... if you ever look through your photos and wonder... why are there so few of mom and I? It's because I was there behind the camera :o) Always following you around and clicking snapshots.... and occasionally trying to sneak in a photo of myself.

(Side note... doesnt my sister look a lot like me?!)

Sweet Cuddles

Kara is currently debating with me regarding why she believes that the pink shirt should not be on Kiley but on her instead. Not so happy about that. The more we have these debates the more I am ready to not by a unique thing for them... they are both going to get the same thing! (hah... I wish)

Christopher is cuddling in his favorite spot, head tucked up under my chin and curled up in a ball on my chest. I love how he does this but at the same time... it makes it hard to be motivated to do other things in my house! I apologize to you laundry, dishes and  various other home tasks. i have a baby to snuggle and you have been terribly neglected. :)

Tom has Abby, they should be coming home from preschool soon. Abby is still loving preschool immensely and learning a lot. She hopes that every day is Tuesday or Thursday so that she can go. Thankfully she didn't come down with whatever bug Kiley and Kara caught. They both had the stomach flu again yesterday! Tons of puking... not so happy mom and dad lol. The rest of us are all healthy so I'm hoping that means Christopher remains healthy too.

A few surprises came our way in the form of a package and envelope. I continue to be amazed by the kindness and generosity of the people we call our friends and family. Being on maternity leave and Tom still working part time... well... believe me... we appreciate every single gift more than anyone might ever know.

March March March

I'm snuggling on the couch with Christopher. Probably should be doing thank you cards or cleaning up the kitchen... or living room... or bathroom... let's face it about every room needs a good cleaning. But I like snuggling babies... and they don't stay little very long.

Abby had preschool again this morning but we brought the whole crew up this time. Tom and I and the other 3 ran errands around town while we waited. Abby was the special star of the week so she brought pink cupcakes to school with her (and was very excited about these pink cupcakes)

We were able to stop in and have Tom get his hair cut... almost had Kiley and Kara get theirs done but decided not to when they wanted to charge 10 dollars a piece... 10 dollars for a little trim? Come on... if I had the slightest clue about hair I would do it myself. The lady that I have do my hair is willing to do it for 6-7 dollars a piece so I guess it's a little cheaper. Ugh... perhaps they will just have to sport the baby mullet look a little longer lol

We played outside quite a bit, I'm enjoying the nice weather as well as the girls. We have a little desert from all of the play sand that has been dumped around the yard. Poor grass... hopefully it comes back lol. Some time on a walk and at the park finished up our night... Kara has been very excited that the birds are coming back and likes to point them all out to us. Kiley is loving Christopher and wants to kiss him repeatedly. :o)

Well I think Christopher and I are going to take a little bath and then get ready for bed.

Is it summer?

Our first day home together as a family, just the 5... I mean six of us. (wow do we really have 4 kids?) And it was a wonderful wonderful day. The morning was busy with Abby going to preschool and Christopher and I running around and doing a few errands. I picked up Abby from preschool and asked her what she learned in preschool. She responded. "Let's go get tacos mom and we can discuss it." (hahahaha)

For you see we were going to get tacos with my dad and she wasn't ready for school discussion yet. The three of us met my dad at the local Taco Bell and had a good time catching up. After tacos we went to the clinic I work at and introduced little Christopher to my friends and co-workers before we rushed off to his 1 week checkup. He is growing great! Already 7lb 6oz and over his birth weight.

Chris and I had picked up a kite, new chalk and a few other outdoor toys. The girls had a blast playing in the backyard with all of the new toys. It being unseasonably warm and 75 degrees helped too!

Can I just say I love love love being home with my kids and husband? (who is currently working tonight) Already I'm seeing the three girls revert back to their more 'usual' selves. We go the park, they follow me, they listen to me... and there are no massive throw down, world ending, volcanic explosions. I'm hoping this is a sign of how things will be... and hoping/wondering if this might need to be a more permanent change. Can I be a complete stay at home mom at this point? Not sure... but at least I would like to find something less perhaps.

Our car went from caked in dirt to streaky and smeared... but its an improvement. (look at how much fun they are having!)

Good Times

As you can imagine, life around here has been a bit busy. We are all adjusting to life at home with 4... under 4. We've had our bumps and temper tantrums, screaming fits and craziness. But the girls just LOVE their new baby brother and I'm confident they will adjust soon to this new arrangement.

(Kiley)

Kiley loves to come up and pet Christopher's head and say "Awww cute baby." She is also really really helpful and loves to take the dirty diapers and put them in the 'diaper bag'

Kara is constantly asking to hold "the baby" She just loves holding him and looking at his fingers, admiring his 'preeties'. She is very sweet with him and pets his long hair very carefully. She went and grabbed wipes for Chris when we asked.

Abby is all about being the big sister. She loves to talk about him to people and shared with her daycare that he was here. She will go and grab diapers, blankets or pacifiers when I need them. (How did I ever do this without little helpers last time?)

Christopher is still living up to the 'easy baby' title. He wakes up far less then his sisters did as babies and is content to just lay in his crib and check out the sights and sounds. Perhaps I'm just biased because taking care of one baby is far far easier then two! Everyone should do it that way ;) lol

I'm finally starting to feel a bit more recovered. Trying not to feel a little sad about not being pregnant anymore (I know... completely insane. I wish these hormones wouldn't do that to me) At least I can walk and get up to do things with the girls easier. Tom's mom has been around these last few days to help around the house, the help has been very appreciated and I'm sure Tom has thoroughly enjoyed his mother's cooking (as we all did). Tomorrow she leaves for home and we are back to our little family. I'm hoping we can get down to my parent's soon but right now they've had sick kids again... and just not ready to expose Christopher to that yet.

The weather looks wonderful this upcoming week. I can't wait to do walks with the family... Spring is wonderful. God has truly blessed our little family!

And then there were Four!

He's here! At last!

We came into the hospital at 6:45 yesterday morning. It was time for our little guy to come. I was a little sad at first that my doctor wasn't going to be in for the delivery, but my nurse was so awesome that it soon eased my fears and I was a lot more comfortable. Our little guy decided to be a stinker pretty soon after we got started. He kept dropping his heartrate and wasnt bringing it back up.

Now this is where being a nurse just ... sucks... sometimes. Because I knew what steps they needed to do. First, lay mom on her side... no change. Start fluids... no change. Put on oxygen... no change. Call in extra help... that's when I started to tear up and realized how scared I was. His heartrate was still low. Thankfully whatever had caused his distress relieved itself a little and he was able to pick it back up. But I stayed on Oxygen, fluids and my side for most of the morning because whenever we tried to stop he would drop it again.

Thankfully a little after 1 they broke the water and things started evening out. I labored with no drugs, no epidural for the next 2 1/2 hours. My Mom came in soon after 1 and it was great to have my little 'team' of Tom, her and the nurse help me through those. About the time I had decided to give up on doing this 'naturally' it was time for baby to come... literally. None of team was ready despite my saying that he was coming! lol

They did one check, thought he was getting close... so they started getting things. 6 minutes later he was on the bed and soon after in my arms. He is the most handsome little guy with beautiful long hair! (Go figure... my boys would have hair) haha- SO FAR he is the calmest baby I have ever had, and very content. He squeaks when he is hungry or wants to be changed... and only after feeling ignored for awhile will he start to cry. In fact he came out holding his breath! They had to convince him to open up those lungs.

 (Kiley)

Abby, Kiley and Kara came up with Grandma and Grandpa last night. Their reactions were so sweet. Abby asked me if we could take this baby home with us. They went with Tom and bought a present for the baby from them... and he had presents for them. Kiley and Kara loved petting his hair and seeing the baby. It is wonderful seeing them all together! Kiley was very sad when she had to leave me in the hospital and I gave her a bunch of hugs and told her I would be home soon. Abby told me she would take care of Kiley and Kara and help Grandma at home.

But oh yes, I'm sure you were wondering:

Christopher Edwin Dose
Born at 3:48pm
7lb 2oz and 20" long

Early Rising

The night before the birth of my son... and amazingly I was able to sleep until 4am. I'm not sure how anyone expects you to sleep the night before. The hundreds and thousands of things that run through your mind, not including the doubts, fears... excitement.

40 weeks 1 day. He is going to be a stubborn little guy. For the hundreds of times these last few weeks that I was SURE I would be going into labor soon... and he's still hanging out, happy as a clam.

I've gone over it over and over again... should I have picked a date? To be 100% honest I picked this Tuesday because like walking, washing my floors, cleaning my house, stair walking... I thought FOR SURE this... this of all things would make him come on his own.

Wrong again mom.

So here I am, a few hours before we start everything and I think I've come to peace with this thing after much prayer, thought and constantly texting people... that this is ok. That things happen for a reason, he is coming today (hopefully not tomorrow) for a reason and that in the end, a healthy baby... healthy mom are what is most important in the end.

Grandma and Grandpa (Tom's parents) are staying with the girls while we are gone. I'm struggling with that too! I know it's just 2 days but this first part is so scary right now for me. I love my girls so very much and wish that it weren't 5am so that I could sneak in and give them all a last hug. I've done my best to prepare them that we are going to be at the hospital, that their baby brother is coming (gosh that still seems unreal to me). I hope things go well and I can see them again soon.

Well I think that is it for me right now... stay tuned... I'll hopefully post updates soon!

(I love you three girls so very much! Mommy will miss you, come see me soon!)